A change that occured

They always say

" Saurabh you are changed"

Not because i have grown up,

they all have.

"Growth is inevitable" but

Is it the same with Change???



I don't know the answer

and i dont want to find one,

coz I accept it, happily.

Questions still wander in my head....

Is it good to accept it??

Am I the one who is the causing it??



They say

"The one who accepts changes happily

can never create his own world,

can never fight back

and change the things for his good",

I say

Why should i change things,

if I am happy with the way they are.

if I can mold myself,

and move on without pain.

I need a balance.



It leaves me to

What's the source of this change??

People change or circumstances change,

systems change or their surroundings change,

I change or u change,

I still don't know the answer.



All I know is time changes,

that too in the direction of increasing entropy.

Entropy is good. Change is good.

"Change is inevitable".

I can feel change. Its within you.

It is what makes your life, your world, your surroundings.

It is what makes you feel complete.

Accept it or you will decay.



Mom says " Umre ke saath budhdhi aa gayi hai,

badon ki izzat karna bhool gaya hai".

Beer piyo to " Sudhar gaya hai launde"

CG gire to "Tujhe kya ho gaya hai Saurabh!!!"

Behne Says " Hair style badal le"

Kuch hai " Saurabh, kuch kar, grow up"

to kuch "Never change urself for the sake of others"

Kuch logon ki to hadd paar ho jaati hai,

"You are a born chemical engineer, control the climate change"



But how do i explain all?

Its not in my hands.

and If you choose a different angle,

everything is.

Its your perspective that matters.

Its your vision, how you perceive the time and space.



Change can be a spark inside you,

a bright light, waiting to come out

and lighten the world.

Or it can be the sun outside

right over your heads,

melting you, shaping you, nurturing you.

But beware, it can burn you.

I have found the answer.



I know I cant bring my childhood back

Nor I want to,

I can't play with time.

But as it passes by,

I feel something happening within me,

Some vibrations have flown past me.

I don't know if its "Change",

I can only remember the song

" Aye saala,

abhi abhi huaa yaqeen ki aag hai mujh mein kahin

hui subaah main chal gaya

suraj ko main nigal gaya

Roobaroo!! Roshni!!! "

First words....

Hello everyone……I am Saurabh Gupta, 18 and I am pursuing B.tech in Chemical Engineering from IIT D. This blog does not deal anything particularly with my life and it has nothing to do with IIT stuff.
This is for all the fundoo people who want to share what’s their perception about life, how do they see it, what they want to make out of it???
You can share anything you want to share about your life, incidents, people you met or experiences which made you feel different....

To start with, I would say my life has two pillars: honesty and faith. Honesty in every deed you perform and faith in yourself and on others. I would elaborate more on this but not right now.....

The First Essence

Every day we slaughter our finest impulses. That is why we get a heart-ache when we read those lines written by the hand of a master and recognize them as our own, as the tender shoots which we stifled because we lacked the faith to believe in our own powers, our own criterion of truth and beauty. Every man, when he gets quiet, when he becomes desperately honest with himself, is capable of uttering profound truths. We all derive from the same source. There is no mystery about the origin of things. We are all part of creation, all kings, all poets, all musicians; we have only to open up, to discover what is already there.

-Henry Miller